Thanks for Task 34. Find my reflections below and you next Task 35 – Syncopation
Revisiting task 32
A few weeks back I received task 32 in which you asked me to decide ‘in the moment’ to close my eyes, focus on the breath and inhabit it. When I received task 34, I understood that in my reflections of the first task, I had subconsciously sidestepped your original intention. Here is why: There was a temporality issue in the task I could not solve. From the moment of reading the instruction I would await the task to happen but, in that anticipation, hinder the possibility of surprising myself in the action. It felt significant to the task (in my reading of it) to not plan the moment and for the week of testing task 32 I had daily flashes of thinking ‘now I will do the task’ but feeling untrue to it because I had planned it. It did give rise to a real-time exploration in timing and breath which was very fruitful. It left me with questions such as:
When am I being present in my breath and can this be planned?
When does the breath begin and end?
What happens to my sense of timing when I realise I am now in the moment of carrying out the task?
How does the timing of a task interfere/interact with my own timing and daily rhythm?
Reflection on Task 34 – the breath and the gaze
So I welcomed the prod that asked me to reconsider this task as it prompted me to reflect on it again. At the same time, you gave me a second even more unachievable task, which was to photograph what I see when I open my eyes. Unachievable because I was only interested in the immediate gaze I would have after completing my breaths, I did not wish to postpone taking the photograph.These are (some of) the photos i took:
It became awkward at times as i remembered the task half way through practicing yoga
Sometimes obvious when enjoying a moment at the beach
And dangerous when it popped into my head while cycling
Task 35 – Syncopation
It strikes me now that my task 33 ‘what if..’-task was a response to my own inner struggle to grasp your instruction for task 32. Yes, it was incredulous and unwieldy to intellectual meaning. Like something out of synch that doesn’t beat to the same rhythm.
For this reason – and further on from the question that arose from reconsidering Task 32 – I want to think of timing out of synch.
Consider this image showing a beat-level syncopation
Decide on two (or more) actions that you do throughout the day that has different sense of rhythm. They could be breathing or running down the stairs, playing with a child, reading an article etc. Now try and do the actions at the same time or overlapping and explore how it changes your sense of rhythm of the synchronal action. Bring back any traces of reflections from this.